FairielandInReality

2006-11-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

alright!! hmm, i'm like blogging only once a month.. :P

updates for the past month.

sick twice.. for loooong periods of times. the first one went to see the doc 3 times, and down for one week, no school! haha.. the second time, just got recovered like 2/3 days ago, but still have quite some phlegm at the sinus and the trachea. chimmm terms...muahaha

well..i've always like the month of october. an important month for me, not cos its my birthday month, but because it simply is the 10th month of the year!! the number 10!!! also also, i found someone who has the same birthday as me! no no, its not my sis im talking about, in case u're thinking about tt.

ooh.. and thanks to all those who msged or expressed ur wishes to me on my bdae. :) bern! thanks for ur card all the way from Perth! and my kanishka wrote to me from sri lanka!! :D

shall leave out the not-so-important things..but most importantly..one thing that i must share..

I HAVE COMPLETED MY FINAL YEAR REPORT DRAFT!!! wooooohoooooo!!!
i'm like the happiest in the group can, asked the rest why they are not feeling as happy as me, i got 3 diff ans from the 3 of them. kelvin: u happy cos u did it seriously, not like me.. ger: i got UT tmr, if dont have, maybe i will be as happy. shu: i very tired ah, no time to feel happy.

so yesterday, i was the only one to be all happy and smiling, the rest all looked so dead can. not that im not tired, (i spent freaking one week with minimal sleep to finish tt report!) but cos i did it on my ownnn!!! hahahaha

ok, now to move back to the real world. was telling shu and leo tt now i have completed this phase of my report, i feel like something is missing, but nvm, i can play FM and tennis! i'm catching up to u, leo!

anyways... havent been active in my social life. gotta do a lot of 'catching up'. especially buddy buddy...where are u~~??? hiding off somewhere?????

hais.. not really in the right state of mind now, alot of random thoughts.. i think im moving towards living in seclusion, isolation. wanna go hide under my blanket already..

i think im weird.

2006-10-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

all right. been almost 7 weeks since i last blog. hmmm, a long time.

during this period of time, quite a few things happened and the workload just keeps piling.
perhaps i should be less nosy, stop caring about so many things. or perhaps i can just let it go, and get off with what i think i should be doing. perhaps. but apparently, putting attention to the perhaps doesnt solve the problems! i can always say that i want to do this, but in actual fact, i may be practising something entirely different! so much for trying to have mouth-brain unison.

this sem so far, doesnt really seem to be working out for me real well. i think i can do better, i think i can improve further, but again, what i think and what i do is so different. better stop finding excuses and start working on exactly what i think i can do.

sometimes, i just sit there, staring into blank, lost in my own thoughts. im thinking of something, but i dont know what is the thing that im 'thinking' abt. sam says that im showing her symptoms. -__- come to think of it, maybe at times, i do know what im thinking about, but the other sideof the brain is trying to suppress this expression of thoughts to others. pathetic huh.

sitting in front of my computer, looking at this semi-colourful screen, typing down some of my thoughts. and im thinking of my yogurettes. will i have a chance to have them again??

2006-09-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

back to post! muahahaha

think this site is starting to have cobwebs growing already. :p

anyway. holidays are in!! woohoo!!! and i think im enjoying most parts of it!!

i got my new racket. O3 white!!! woohoo! super ex but i love it! and yeah, thanks to ronnie who fetched me there :D

back to hols. erms.. quite eventful.. Wed went to play tennis. Thurs went soccer-ing with genomics class pple!! fun! i got new nickname hor. call me craig bellamy! Fri went bowling and bbq-ing. Sat went to listen to a friend perform and met a fellow choc-lover!! woohoo! well, the rest of it, till now is quite boring. slack at home, doing almost nothing. except watching tv, getting my laptop fixed.

but now, i found something to do!! which is to try out recipes!! cool stuff huh!! i wanna cook, i wanna bake!!! muahahaha

hmmm.. was suppose to chiong FYP during this hols. but think it wont really work out tt way. anyway, we changed our project, we're doing biogas tank now! manure!! coolness!

my mind is not in the right mode. bleah... gotta find some new games to play. especially FM!! ahhh!! i miss my FM!!! :( and and i just got conned by naz. apparently, he 'wrote' some words and this is wat he said:
hahaa that the character for Smile in my script b4 Qin SHi Huang unified china
how blur i was to believe that tt really was wat pple wrote b4 qin shi huang unified china. :l im so dumb

alright. my mind is really not working. i think im typing randomly. bleah.

2006-08-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

one load of crap. one whole big chunk of shit

damn irritated. cant people know wat they are doing? at least know what is required of them. if you cant do it, step aside! loser! kaoz... does nothing, talk loads of crap, act cool. damn la. im irritated, im angry, feel like swearing. bleah

the head is bursting. :( i need help. :(((

watever it is. need to update. past week was one hell load of Paiseh-ness. oh! i appeared on Ch8, ChU, newpaper and my voice was aired over radio! :l didnt know soooo many people will stay at home to watch evening news. newpaper was worst, happens that the school gives out free newpaper on Mondays, and just so happen that the article was published on mon. wah!! tt one is really ultimate PS can!!! free publicity, especially when the article was cut and sent to all, i mean ALL STAFF AND STUDENTS! :l ultimate stun. damn damn ps.... and is still being say till today. haha. but it turned out quite funny, cos genomics class is the class of STARS. im the 'superstar'. we;ve got another superstart, joining me. -winks- haha. we've got 'brad pitt', 'keanu reeves', 'christiano ronaldo' and 'jessica alba'. load of funny crap. haha. surely brightens up my day.

and oh, i really love genomics class. other than the SUPERSTARS, i think i really learn alot in it. the team's a very cooperative one, learning process is so much fun. and it is just so gratifying and satisfying when you know that you've really really learn something, especially when you got it figured out mostly by yourself. very happy!! :D

oh. one very impt thing to add. all thanks to this VERY GOOD FRIEND. sends me back home, fish for my stories. damn big load of crap, lame stories and loads & loads of fun! haha. :D

*exploding bonce

2006-07-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

humans are very complex creatures.

things happen and they can either be remembered for a very long time or they can be forgotten by the next moment. that's what in the mind. but outside? guess there are many faces to a head. the variety of expressions and faces that are put up. i guess everyone of us must have at least done it once before. not saying that it's entirely bad, but think the world can do with more sincere people.

played tennis today. like the first time after 4 weeks?! haha. good, quite cool. managed to get into it quite fast. it felt good! u know, like it just feels good when you know that you doing well. one minus point of today's tennis game was a chin-shot from kelvin. direct-hit at under the jaw from my left. aw, the pain is beyond words. it came so suddenly, it hit me, i raised my shoulders (reflex action) and my racket just flew off my from my hand, and it turned many rounds before landing on the ground, and there i was, squating down on the court! gosh, could feel the tears gushing out. ahhh!

jus watched project runway. i like daniel!! he's soooo cute!!! omg!!! ahh!!! but too bad, he's gay.
love project runway! :D

going off now. school's in tmr. sad can!

2006-07-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

im bored.

life's pretty boring. more and more things to do. just cant seem to have more time for sleep and tv. hadn't been able to enjoy in these 2 most important activities of my life.

and yeah. today's is beloved Ms D's birthday! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY mate!!! its been like 5 years already. hope you enjoy ur birthday like any of the ones before, or even better! :D

alright. despite the seemingly over-bland life i have, i do have some interesting things happening to me.

highlights of the past week:
saw a cat poo. my first time in all my 19 years of living!
slept 13 hours on tuesday night. something i haven't do for like at least 8 months?!
went to eat swensen's ice-cream! :D
carl's junior!!

haha. my life's really quite boring. other times ae spent doing school work, or just plain lazing around. so u guys out there. if, IF anyone of you is free, do ask me out ok?? i will definitely do so if i can. :)

2006-07-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

Mel's here to blog.

i don't know how to term it. life's been pretty hectic, or maybe not as hectic as i think it is, but it's definitely making me spin rounds and rounds.

colloquium coming up this sat. presentation not finalized yet. : not too worried about the ppt slides, rather, more abt wat ques the pple will ask. and i only got 2 slides!! now, is it a good or bad thing to have only 2 slides? -ponders hard-

SLC. pretty alright i guess. sweet-young-thing came in to replace siewling. she seems like a really nice girl. fresh grad frm NUS! ah!! cool-ness! :D

classes are quite alright. at least i think im paying more attention in class and i learn quite some things in it.

-sigh- pretty sad. im poor. poor poor poor. like money keep gg through my hands. and tts bad. cos MEF just took a major setback, and it doesnt seem to be recovering anytime soon. what can i do to revive MEF? -ponders really hard-

will somebody save me~~

2006-07-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

mel's feeling super sleepy...

hmmm, not sure why, but had apparently dunked off to sleep after i reach home and just woke up only.

anyway, today attended guo zhen's wedding at her church.
SHE'S SUPER PRETTY!!!!!!!
you know, people do get a little more emotional in these circumstances. like with all the bliss and happiness happening around you. should see the face of guo zhen and her hubby, its like blissfulness spilling all over! aw, so sweet! and my first time attending a church wedding, how cool can it get?! well, just super happy for her, its soooo cool attending weddings!

now mel's sleepy but happy!! heee :D

highlight of the day: guo zhen's wedding! hugs and handshakes!! :D

2006-06-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last blogged. muahaha. world cup season's in. been watching a few mathces here and there, which resulted in super dark rings around my eyes when its coupled with super many things to do. :

oh, just to update. finished my journal club last thur. super relieved after finishing it la. like 2 weeks of effort at least got some results. didnt do particularly well, but hmmm, should be alright. :P but the bombshell was dropped last week. the colloquim where we need to present our research so far to a panel of judges and a big group of kaypoh juniors (who are there for CE points) are coming! 15th July!!! and we are to be graded for tt! wat's worse, formal clothing again!! damn!

hai...so many things, just taking it a step at a time. driving lessons are pretty alright. but it makes me want a car even more. especially so after wenlin got her BM. ok la, i admit. im jealous! yes, im jealous!! but not abt her having BM, but the fact tt she is already driving!! ahh!!!

can somebody please comment about my spending habits? hmm, i do feel like my appetite for material wants are increasing. and tts bad. i need to save for MEF!!! my MEF!!!

ok la, those things aside. maybe something happier.
guo zhen's getting married!
wow! married!! how cool can it get? she's like young! and like my first friend to get married. friend! wow! abit hard to imagine, like 7 years later, i might have friends getting married too. with them walking down the isle, me and other friends seated at the benches beside it, clapping as the bride and groom enters... -shakes head- even ms goh's not there yet!! speaking abt tt. ms goh!! time for u to get married already!! hehe

ok. time to sleep already. tmr tennis! i feel good after the previous session!! wanna play better tmr! bye people!! :D

2006-06-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

i love the spaniards! haha

casillas, raul, torres, and NADAL! muahaha. he just won the Roland Garros!! i.e. the french open title! most importantly, he won roger federer! for those who might not know, roger federer is the world no. 1. he's like the brazil team of the tennis circuit. the one who always wins. bleah. but now....NADAL won! he's cute! cute!! :D

ooooh... i love the game!!! anyone wants to join me for tennis? haha

addition to my WANTS list: Prince O3 White Rackets or the Wilson nTour 95
hmmm, can add in custom-drilled powerholes. that will do fine. :P

im like bursting with energy now. went for a run with my sis around bishan east. not a very good time, but i feel good! at least i ran like so much faster than the previous one. hahaha.

my slimming/keep fit plan is kicking in. hmmm, shall spend at least an hour a day during the hols to do some exercise. need to work off some 'lipids' in my body.

i am a happy soul :)

2006-06-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

well yeah. its been a REALLY LONG time since i last blogged. 10 days short of 2 months? haha

was lazy, and didnt really have much to blog. or rather, didnt want to blog abt it.

anyway. new beginning. at least i hope i will have. new start to my life, and a new start on my journey to fulfill my list of WANTS.

hmmm. work has been pretty alright. at least the pay is almost squandered off in less than one month. :

list of items that i bought in the past month:
top from Zara
bottom from Mango
many products from TheBodyShop
goofy jacket from adicolor
some other stuff: movies, food, the list just goes on

and my latest addition?
a crumpler bag from Crumpler (duh!)

total cost: approx. $700

i must really curb this kind of spending man. if not, MEF is gonna collapse!! :P

guess i need to find a job again. and do it fast. MEF needs some serious feeding if it really is gonna be put to use. will someone just remind me again if i ever spend like this again? hmmm, i'll give u lollipops if u do me this favour? hehe

world cup season's in!! my MICHAEL!!! :D so its pretty obvious which team i will be supporting huh. oh, by the way, its OWEN not ballack. hehe. please dun be like ms YHS asking me which team i will be supporting. tts DUMB!

oh yeah. Roland Garros. Nadal and Federer! Nadal Nadal Nadal! woohoo! :D

Me and My TV. :)

2006-04-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

3rd day of school today. i won praise frm my fac! wahahaha.

tts maybe one of the better things that happened these few days.

oh my gosh, i think the god of suay-ness is really coming back, and he brought with him all his powers to bring me down.

was to do my basic theory test yesterday, but just as i was about to enter the room, i discovered i lost ezlink card. and im nt sure whether ezlink card can be used. cos they accept IC only. and shit. my IC was still not with me, and i lost my ezlink card! with the train concession that i just bought! damn, cant go in to take the test of course.

wats worse, after waiting for sam to finish. we went down to book the nxt theory test date. the worse came, i was told that my evaluation had expired and if i want to take the theory test, i will have to take the evaluation (which will only last for 2 weeks) again before i can take the test. wat the hell. waste my time & money. and i haf to travel there alone. super boring!

and i have the goddess of stomach-ache coming back to me again. though its the same old ailment, but it still really hurts la! like now when im typing this, it is working its way on the walls of the stomach. damn shit.

i dunno about wat i want anymore. wat do i hope to get frm wat i did? haf i expected anything for the things that i haf did? i dunno. is disheartened the word? i sure think it is. and its nt just about sch stuff. its about everything else too! for goodness sake!

i guess life is like tt, just when u think u've made progress and the next moment, everything comes crashing down on u. not trying to be pessimistic here, but how many times have this statement proved itself right to me already?

i'm tired. very tired.

2006-04-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

well. boring lifestyle. nothing to do. and tmr is the last day of my hols. (well,effectively) cos gotta start work till sun. hai...

things i wanna blog. but cant really do it. .........................

anyway, was thinking, is it a natural process while growing up? or was it simply a change tt had happened sometime while i was growing up? i don't remember myself being or behaving in some ways that i think im doing right now.

well, one clear thing is. i think i wasn't so introverted back in pri sch. well, at least not as 'shy' as i think i am now.

i asked my sis this ques too, abt whether she think she changed. her ans? she was shy in the past, but changed to become less shy (more open in that sense). i think its true though, being the notorious figure back in the primary school days, wat has become of me now?!

took a bus back home today. saw my sec sch art teacher on the bus, she happens to live quite near to me, (or so i remembered, and it was later confirmed). didnt get to talk to her, not even a hi. but tt's not the point. the point is, there are only so much events that i can remember about my primary & secondary school days. they are wonderful memories, giving the present me an idea of who or wat i was back then.

a lot has changed, from the sports i play to the people i meet and most importantly, to me, was how i handled things that came my way. each stage, as i now remember, is a different me. the primary-school me, the secondary-school me, and the present-me. but i'm very very very grateful to the different people i meet in these stages, they let me learn lessons that i think has been of upmost importance in my life, they helped me, gave me a hand when i was down. all these people include my friends: the girls, the 'winnie-the-pooh' family, friends i made in school or in CCA, whether we are good friends, or not-so-good (which includes people i wasnt really on good terms with). and the teachers! i think i can still name all the teachers that have taught me since primary school. i learnt alot from the anne-chan incident, and now when i look back, it just makes me realise how childish, how immature and how stupid i was, maybe i still am.
i learnt a lot frm ms goh (my en-shi), think maybe not all of you reading my blog will know abt her. but she is one person that i put in high regard and will always be a dear friend and teacher of mine. a good person whose always willing to provide help and support for me :) cant imagine where i will be if not for her. maybe a little exaggerated, but the idea's there. being grateful to her will be an understatement, its tons more than grateful.

so now, as im getting closer to the end of my diploma. though i still got a year more to go, i guess i have already met the someone that maybe has the pivotal role at this stage of my life. learnt alot, alot. good or bad thing? i think it is left to be seen.

wish me luck? :) hahz

quite a long entry today, hope your eyes are still working fine. will find time to blog again. till then, see ya! :)

2006-04-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

:)

quite a fine day for me. or should i say very fine, except for a few glitches or short spells of suay-ness.

changed my mp3. AGAIN! but this time, got a better colour, WHITE!! hahaha. all thanks to the RP guy working there.. jus kuay shio a bit. hahahaha

oh... den slacked. watched tv. afternoon the show super funny la! the girl was singing the guo mei mei's bu pa bu pa. in front of the guo mei mei oso! and her singing is ultimate -__- . i laughed so hard that my sis was awoken, and couldnt get back to her afternoon nap. wahaha.

okie. another good thing happened. but shant elaborate. :)

anyway, the glitches. fell down thrice. freaking THRICE today!!! first was when my sis came near, den i wanted to siam her.. fell frm the short stool, hit my head on the chair behind, and my wrist too.

another, walking back home. but but but. almost fell! luckily my reflexes are not bad. grabbed the handrail. if not super paiseh la!!! haha

third. jus as i was going to sit down in front of my laptop, after getting my pillow. wanted to put my butt on the stool, but missed it, lost balance and landed on my butt with my back and arm hitting the stupid box behind. arrrgggghhh!

god of falling down! don't come near me!!!!

2006-03-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

well. i'm back! mus have missed me rite. wahaha

okie, job was pretty interesting. with super cute kids, super lame stuff, and loads to talk about with the people there. haha. went broke with the super ex meals: ajisen, sakae, pasta mania. arrggghh! ex ex ex! im broke!

went chalet, pretty fun, but too bad, couldnt join them yest. so ps.

:\ :)

which to choose? undecided.

anyway. need to go back to slack now. so ciao!

*irreplaceable

2006-03-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

well. back to blog.

starting work tmr. sellin barbie dolls and polly pocket. :l im the wrong person to sell all these! haha. anyway, jus looking forward to the pay day, need money to feed my plans. :P

well, learned something.
nv go too near to someone that you like. because the nearer u go, the bigger the pain you will experience.

cool huh. hmmm..need to htink abt it.

anyway! hols are here!!!!!!!! super happy! today's the first time in quite some time tt i can finally get in touch wif myself. haha. slacked at home, watch tv all day, slept till one.. things i haven been doing for the past dunno how many months?! yay! :D

but tmr will be the start of sian days. nvm. got 6 weeks of hols, plenty of time to slack around. muahaha. gotta go in front of my tv now. ciao!! :D

2006-02-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

well, back to blog. nothin much actually. life's been pretty boring, and there's nothin much to look forward to.

anyway, had lab today. lucky me, christina is back. though i think i mentioned before that i actually kinda hate her alot, but when compared to doreen ng, oh man! jus thankful that christina's back.

went to fix my laptop after lab, which had ended at 1 today. spent 90 plus for my laptop. irritating! e person originally said i can only get it on monday, but called me to say tt my laptop's ready when im reaching home! have to travel back to henderson! imagine taking the same train which repeats 'next stop, raffles place' 3 times in a single day, within 3 hours? u can jus die!

-sigh- thinking again, there is something im looking forward to afterall. the Asian Aerospace 2006! argh. i so so so wanna go. but not free tmr. mum's bdae! haha. left sunday. -sigh-

alright, gotta go to my game. no progress made after 10 days. no time to play! arrggghh.

*obsession

2006-02-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

had lab today. ended very early, at 12!! wahaha. and the lab was super slack, jus sat around, pour some stuff in, put it on a shaker, take those stuff out.. and tata! it's done! i even had time to play games on my com. muahaha

anyway, jus jus discovered i didnt do my RJ and my evaluation. : xue-te. need to crap some explanation to cheung already. -shakes head-

played tennis after lab. with jeans. ultra-hot la! stupid sun, can feel my jeans almost turning wet can! and im quite red now.. which is good! haha

okie. i need to congratulate ms yhs. congrats. really. gong xi lao ye, he xi fu ren!! -clashes cymbals- :) u noe wat i mean ya... gong xi! best news for a new year! congrats congrats. hang on man.. even if its not all super good now, but more good news will be on the way soon! jus hang on for awhile more, the rainbow is coming out, i can see its edges! :D

okie. so much for sharing my day.

needa go rest my poor small eyes! hehe :P

*trying hard to forget

2006-01-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

been packing and arrangin my stuff for the past few days, nv did i noe that i haf so much junk in my room. tsk tsk.

tt's one of the reasons why i dun really like CNY. mus pack the room, clean the house, go around visiting, jus to name a few. :P

but the plus points are not bad either. got to chat and play wif cousins, got the $$$ and an excuse to buy new clothes, eat alot. hahaha

-sigh- everytime i told myself to go, i jus cannot do it. its been 2 or 3 times already? im still hoping for something? i dunno. maybe i jus need to let time to wash it away.

okie. change topic. CNY mus stay happy! :D

but i shant continue. cos i wanna enter lalaland already. :P

eraser anyone?

*blank out

2006-01-21T00:38:00.000+08:00

okie pple!! my new blog!! new add new template!! if ya reading this now... u are among the first few to noe of my new blog add!! congrats!!! hahaha :P

new beginning la.. desperately needed one. need a retreat!! haha

this new beginning marks an occassion. an occassion that im going to be the real, the comfortable and the old me. think i had quite a few changes (in terms of behaviour and character) during the past 6 months. so now, im going to start all over again. no longer clinging, no longer thinking. :D

i feel myself coming back. been pretty zonked-out these 2 days. first, the spraining-of-ankle incident. jump and landed on a raised platform. :l

2nd. super blur incidents like taking out the plug of the internet modem unwittingly, not once, but twice in the same day. double :l

anyway. hope this will be a new beginning. :)

*seeking lalaland

2006-01-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

childish. i think i am. the things i did. -shakes head- but i couldnt control it. it just came. but i will learn, to keep it to myself and try not do it anymore. -nods head-

anyway. congrats to ying!!! wahahaha. dun say i not nice to you. gong xi lao ye, he xi fu ren!! the clouds went away and u finally saw the sun!!! good for you man!! best wishes to u guys okie?? :D

which brings another thing to me. i hid frm it for about a year already. guess its time to put an end to it.

-sigh- super poor now. need to save up. save save save. jus set up a 'Mel's Study Fund' interested parties pls leave a message, i will get back to you shortly. hahahaha :P

YHS!!! go RUSSIA!!! wooh!! :D

*sky black black

2006-01-18T00:42:00.000+08:00

open house is over. wahahaha. finally!! it's kinda fun la. and my poor body. bruised at a few sites and my muscles overworked. haha.

hmmm.

guess its time for me to move on. not wise to pace at the same place. -nods head-

tomorrow off-day. so gonna sleep and rot at home for the whole day.

*stranger

2006-01-15T00:53:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!! !!! !!! STEFANIE SUN IS GREAT!!!!!!!!

haha. went to the concert with xiao lan. super nice. the concert's ultra-superlicious good!! better than her previous one!! and i got tix which were quite near the stage, which was very good already, since i didnt spend a lot on the tix. but but. everything was so cool!! and huh. FIR went, tanya chua went too. but its FIR!!! 2 birds with one stone!! with semi-unplugged version of yuan dian. ahhhhhhhhhhh

was tellin xiao lan that i will really regret it if i didnt go. luckily, i went.

bu kui shi my idol. -nods head- she was pretty. pretty-pretty, nicely-pretty but super oh good-looking when she worre one dress la. and and. she's drop-dead handsome in that uniform!!!

and that xiao lan, majiam like some kiddie who nv went concert before. kept singing the songs tt stef sun sang during the concert while we were walking to the station. tsk tsk. sang wrong lyric somemore!!

anyway. one word to sum it all. superb!!! i want to go her concert again!!!

*intrigued

2006-01-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

super cold. super tired. not very hungry.

somebody save me~~~

its been raining alot these days. good chance for me to slack at home and rest. wait a minute. rest's not the word. did not haf the chance to rest at home. been clearing and packing my room. tsk. very leh chey.

been dragging my feet to sch for lessons everyday. -sigh-
lessons are so boring -double sigh-
many things to do -triple sigh-

wats worse?? i dun haf enough sleep!!! tt's the ultimate cruel thing that can happen to me. arrrgghhh

i so wanna sleep.

*seeking lala-land

2006-01-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

first things first. MH is not me!!! someone i know like at least 7 years ago?? er..2nd clue, she's european. 3rd, she jus recovered frm injury. 4th. she plays one of my fav sports!!!

cmon!!! pple!! guess guess!!! very easy one!!! haiyo.. shall add on to the stakes, er... say... 2 lollipops?? haha :P

anyway, been pretty much a zhu-fan-po (like wat huiling will call me) for these 2 days. stay at home, slack. and oh. pls jus call me chef ho frm now on. cos im such a good cook!!! -nods in self-approval- wahahahaha
cooked yest & today's dinner okie. even my aunt say its nice. wahahahaha!!!

like wat i said, pretty much did nothing else. UT tmr. double sian-ness

*bored

2006-01-06T23:29:00.000+08:00

sch reopen. lessons and UTs, all coming back. omt. :l

first week since new year has been quite a struggle, fighting to keep my eyes open during lessons. arrrggghhh

oh oh.. my MH is coming back!! making a full return!!! woh ho!! noe who is MH?? lollipop for anyone who gets it right!! hahaha. :D

*dropped

2006-01-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

i think i've learnt well. quite well. -nods head-

but thru the hard way.

haha. tmr got sch!! gotta slp!! nitex!!!

*my-oh-my

2006-01-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

another year. woh, just hope this year will be a better one than the previous year.

a summary of 2005 is not needed la huh. maybe 3 words, fun, erratic and 'what a ride it has been'. okay, maybe that's more than 3 words.

anyway, i thank all of you guys out there who made and/or didnt-quite made my days during the past year. they are experiences that i will remember for quite some time.

okie, think i should move on. new year, new hope, new events, new everything!! so just leave everything in 2005. i should do some catching-up with myself and my friends during the next year.

okie. well, new year's day was not e-xactly super great la... walked wif leo to J8. frm street 23, prime mart there. -shouts- pple living around bishan!! tts quite far in case u dunno!!! haha.

den, was reading stuff abt pri sch, think a lot of teachers left already. but marymount netball still not bad eh.. -proud look- haha. should go back soon. -hints to the girls- :P

dunno wat else to write. shall end here. will come back if i noe wat to put down nxt time.

*zip-a-dee-doo-da

2005-12-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

let me tell u guys a story. a story abt a seed, a seed named beany.

once upon a time, there was this seed, a seed named beany. it wanted to go out and explore the world outside, so it bid its mum goodbye, leaving its comfy house and embarked on its journey to the vast world out there.

it nv did cross its mind tt he will wan to stop and lay his roots down anywhere, all it wanted was to roam, gg wherever its heart brings him to.

but it was not meant to be. not long after embarking his journey, it had unwittingly bedded himself onto the soil. while in the soil, it thought, "oh well, maybe its time for me to stop." afterall, the surroundings were not bad, good environment, good air, ample sunlight, abundant water supply.

so it decided to stay put, and the seed slowly grew to become a seedling, roots growing out, and the bud emerges. so as time passes, the seedling grew into a sprout, a sprout into a young plant. everything was going its way, everything was a 110 percent. and it thought, 'hey, i kinda like this life'. and he began to think of the wonderful future it might haf, its vision of wat it is going to become and wat it will do after growing up.

but alas, things didnt turn out wat the beany hoped it will be. pple were digging up the garden, the piece of land beany called its home. it's stem destroyed, the roots frayed. all was gone, the dreams, visions, everything, everything it once had was gone.

it did try to persevere, it did try to start again, moving itself to a new spot. but still, it didnt work out. it had failed to restart as wat it had hoped to be.

so now, its giving up. it no longer see and view the same things it had once saw. goodbye.

end of story.

anyway, teng-gua and cat rules!!!! :D

*mach speed

2005-12-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

okie!! almost been a month since i last updated. hahaha. back frm my thailand trip. i love my hosts!!!

they are such good pple, simple, easy-going, nice. omt!!! and their kids, the girl - mot, and the son-oat. mot will go around attacking pple's butt!!! and oat will chase after pple with a parang knife or a super long stick!!!! haha. super damn cute la!!!

basically everything's alright, quite fun there, the weather's super cold.

shall do it again.

the 10 things i learn in the trip.
1. dun go around buying too much food, will cause u to be fat (i love you-tell!!!)
2. sleep early, wake up early!!! (sleep at 8, wake up at 530)
3. mai kao jai's the word!!! (basically means i dun understand)
4.nv stand with ur back facing the hosts daugther, shes one scary monster.
5.nv sit down on the floor alone, will be attacked by kids.
6. nv belittle wat a kid can do. mot used a 15 cm knife to shave of a cucumber. (ps. she's 4)
7.mus sleep with ur jacket on, and ur blankets well-covered. it super cold at nite
8. take care of urself, esp the throat. (lost my voice during the trip and could even zao-sia when talking. -shakes head)
9. eat lots and lots of eggs!!!
10. share ur stories. i made a few good friends!!! :D:D

okie. basically tts it la. details, may update later. and i think im kinda addicted to coffee already!!! all because of my beloved house mates!!! we will wake up damn early, walk to the market which is 1.5 km away, jus to get coffee and you-tell!!! i love it man!!! wahahaha

now. im super tired. need to go off to sleep. so ciao pple!!! im turning in early!!!

*twister

2005-11-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

past few days, very bored, very shagged, more like too tired to bother about other stuff la huh.

maybe a little attidu-ish, think some peeps got to be at the wrong end of my attitud-ish stares. sorry huh. -sigh- very tired. class ended quite early today, but christina was singing her way thru class, and i didnt pay any attention during class, this is called pure torture. trying my best to fight off the sleepiness, at least i not bad to her already, i was awake!!! wahahaha :P

oh oh, i love stephen hawking!!! hahahaha :D

M M M M M M M M M M M M M M M M M M

sis having her prom tonite, and she's not back yet. expected thou, hope she's having fun, cmon man, last nite as a JC student, so she gotta make evry second of it count!! haha.

talking abt JC.
was talking and thinking abt wat happened 2 years ago, shant go thru it here, some already noe la. hmmm...

poly's definitely something different, some ups and downs here and there, but so far, not bad huh, what a rollercoaster ride it has been. haha

enough abt it, too tired to continue, and eyebags coming out.
-shouts out-
i need my sleep!!!!

*ejecting nebula

2005-11-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

damn it. i waited for 6 hours and now they tell me i cannot transfer. great.

@#$%$#@!$#^%^%*^&$#@$#@#^%$&^%^#$%#$!#%@$^#&

im pissed, super pissed. and i wan my sleep!!!

bleah.

*buzz-off

2005-11-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

done nothin much.

morning, was pulled out of bed by sis jus to acc her to dad's place. -__- i wan to sleep in longer one leh. =P (thou i haf slept for like 12 hours already?!?!) wahahaha.

anyway, dad's colleagues were saying ive turned slimmer. woh-ho!! good good!!! wahahaha.

den walked to sch. bought stuff for the guys to eat. see!! i so nice okie!! haha

anyway, went to sch, was at the IT fair, and played tennis. didnt noe the vendors were sooo friendly, some of them looked quite intimidating at first. haha. while i was there, alone, with my rackets only, one of the vendors came along, and we started to talk la. haha. then he was mimicking the prince of tennis thing, a bit think too much, all the slicing and the spinning, but fun la. hahaha.

den came the other vendors, den we played mini-tennis beside the plaza. so cool!!! haha. had to leave after awhile, and played tennis with ger.

we were playing on our own at first, den this tennis IG guy came. so we asked him to join us, his strokes all very solid, power. haha. we started talking, den he asked me to join tennis IG oso. wahahah!! -zhuai look- can. haha

now at home. feel so tired.

before i go, jus share some pics.

yhs!! look carefully!!!

super cute!!

arber cute rite?!?!? wahaha. off now.

*spent

2005-11-20T03:20:00.000+08:00

one word: jealous

think tt sums things up.

close friends.
but i hope to be more than tt.
*dead-ed

2005-11-20T00:16:00.000+08:00

woh-ho!!!

i love harry potter!!! omt. damn cool la. the conductor, the tall tall woman (forgot her name), cedric diggory (so sad he died), hermione!! (emma watson's sooo pretty!!) and of cos daniel radcliffe. wahahaha. jus loved everything abt the movie. cool-ness

hmmm.. putting the movie aside, guess everything is okie. but okie is not i want it to be. more like there's nothin much happening. or rather, nothin interesting for me to note down.

life is so boring. guess evryone haf their own probs, jus so happen tt i guess im jus so gutless to face up to them. -sigh-

yhs. i will pump oil for u. rem to float around yeah?? haha

pls listen carefully to the blog song?? yeah. :)

guess will end here. nitex.

*complexity

2005-11-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

been pretty much a maria today.

was maid-maria for sam, leo and jeff, buy stuff for them. bags danggling from my hands, hands full of stuff. haha. but but, while i was walking in to mac, i saw thomas ong!! mich!! u reading this?? thomas ong!!! hahaha.

maria in the afternoon. this time maria, a pseudo-maria sharapova. played tennis under the hot sun!!! wah!! coolness man!! hahaha

maid-maria again later, cleaning and washing the slc container. haha. played with water and got myself all wet, literally wet from head to toe. :l oh. we killed some lizards. oh so cool, and i got a rock-climbing lizard pic taken down on my phone. wahahaha

okie. its at the back of my mind. chose not to think about it. jus carry on. yeah.

*oblivion (??)

2005-11-15T10:18:00.000+08:00

发如雪

狼牙月伊人憔悴
我举杯饮尽了风雪是谁打翻前世柜惹尘埃是非
缘字诀几番轮回你锁眉哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰我爱不灭
繁华如三千东流水我只取一瓢爱了解
只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月
我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑

你发如雪凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉微醺的岁月

啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦啦儿啦儿啦
铜镜映无邪扎马尾
你若撒野今生我把酒奉陪

2005-11-12T00:42:00.000+08:00

a transition that's dragged too long.

a 'craze' that should end long ago.

and im still walking along. alone.
can i ask u to walk along with me??
absolute coolness.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v649/iloveliyee/9571891.jpg

*undulant

2005-11-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

a bit late la.

but..
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YEO HIAP SENG!!!

welcome to the 18 club!!! wahaha. hmmm.. come to think of it, ur this yhs name is over a year's old!! haha

okie.. we are still young, cool teenagers, hopping around. haha

pls be more sane can?!?! dun so bo liao already!!! 'bang~' :l -ao nao look-

hmmm..
nothing else.

*bemused

2005-11-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

nothin much.

slacked at home during the hols, finished 2 of the 4 lab reports. 2 more full-length lab reports to go. -sigh-

thanks. thanks alot.

happy, really happy to receive it. will take good care of it. thanks. :)
confused. blurr-ed
*perplexed

2005-11-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

my legs are aching.

wore a pair of shoes that are one size smaller than my feet size. played tennis in tt same pair of shoes la. pain ar~~

wahahah!! i got my tennis racket!! oh so cool!! now im a proud owner of a prince tennis racket (ps. same brand with wat Maria Sharapova is using) wahahaha. :P

oh ya. was a guai gia on tue. stayed at home and went 'shopping' at ntuc. but i saw my pri sch teacher!! she still recognises me la. wahaha. den she say ive grown taller. -er hum- of de course man.. -zhuai look- hahaha

im so tired now. velee velee tired. still haf 3 lab reports to finish. -sigh-
shall go visit my lala-land first. byeee!!!

*smashing forehand

2005-10-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

woh-ho!!

er hum. -clears throat- i'm back.

first of all. jus like to thank all of you guys who had made my day. namely: shu, se gui, ger, kelvin, sam, pui, gena, xuan xuan, bao bao, shua, mushroom. thanks for the gift and the not-very-well-sang bdae song man. haha :D

nxt up. the 4 of you. wah. all still so bhb, keep saying how smart u all are. but, u must have not seen me yet. if not u will need to change ur statement. wahahaha!!

okie. so the past 2 days went like tt.

28th...
had lab. damn aguilera asked us to manually count the white blood cells of the smear. damn la!! eyes pain leh. mus scruntinise the slide like dunno wat. i pity my eyes. it mus haf been hard on them. haha.

den went for family dinner after sch. omg. my cousins' damn funny. saluting my mum as training officer for comandos. hahaha.

after dinner, went to meet vin and all at bugis. shit man. had wanted to take a bus to bugis frm the dining place, i walked damn fast to the bus stop. waited like 10 min no bus. want to take cab oso no cab, in the end, ended running to bugis with my super heavy bag. was perspiring like mad la. haha. but the nite went kinda well, went to the sky garden at suntec with vin, pui and shua jus for talking. and en route there, pui and vin were squabbling like mad. super funny. hahaha

thanks for the bdae song ar. thou not very well sang (:P) but still very much appreciated. hehe.

29th ...
morning:
woke up, bathe, and took long mrt ride to marsiling. the kids are so rowdy today. had a hard time 'calming' them down. almost died of exhaustion. like wat i said before, kids are fun, but nv play games like running, getting them to listen to u. its too physically demanding to do tt. haha

afternoon:
met up with soak, lx, yh, yx. thanks for ur present man. rem to rock on yeah?? haha

nite:
dinner wit mum and sis'. dad not there. so tmr must eat alot alot alot cos dad's paying tmr. wahahaha.
........................................................

hope the prezzies were to your liking. :)

*getting-on

2005-10-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm. did nothing much today.

it was sleep -> awake -> eat -> sleep -> eat again -> sleep

cool huh. haha. jus wanna slack at home.

very low on cash now. -sigh- mus need to think of ways to turn the situation around.

a solution?? dun spend on food!!!. it will be a damn difficult task to complete, given tt im such a glutton, always eating non-stop. haha

ya.. was it coincidental or was it u stalking me?? i think its the latter. lai soak chan!! saw u in j8 again!! for the 2nd time in 2 consecutive days!! i so SUAY huh. haha

tmr got sch. think im really starting to dread gg to sch. every morning is a battle, a struggle for me to put my mind in a -i wan to go to sch- mode. -double sigh-

wo de ming hao ku ar~~~
(insane huh, haha)

*take-off

2005-10-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

well, not exactly feeling the best of emotions now.

i think i noe the reason why, but but..... ha. im so dumb huh.

so many things to say. so many things to tell. but jus cant seem to talk them out.

doing well?? think you are.

seldom talk, as in literally face-to-face talk.

having fun?? think so too.

re-listening FIR's album. 2 songs. 2 of them.

woh..getting very late now. stuck here for quite some time

still cant sleep.
jus want u to be happy
*roller-coaster ride

2005-10-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

today's fac is oh soooo lo so. and he's freezing us with his super cold 'jokes'. :l

immunology. pratically slacked the whole day, and i think i was mumbling through my slide and the fac dun see too happy about it. wahaha

okie.. i dunno wats gotten to me these days, been mumbling through almost everything, think even my mum is starting to bth already.

oh ya. i cooked today!!! wahahaha!! nv touched the ktchen stove for soooo long. had to cook cos need to save money, cannot buy outside food. but hey, my standard is still not bad!!! (thou its mostly jus heating up only la) hahahaha.

did i blog abt me getting my new charger?? costed me $160, and i change it to a smaller one, so cute!!!hahahaha. but damn ex. :(

had tau-huay the day before, but the feeling's not right. hmmm.

shall stop here. nitex

*deterred

2005-10-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

no sch again today.

basically nothing much to update, except maybe for a few incidents.

first, went for a blood test today. and i was looking when the nurse was poking the needle into my skin. so cool can. and i can tell tt she is impressed that i was able to look at the needle gg into my skin. wahahaha.

second, had a lab report to submit today. by 1159, i was already kinda rushing for time since i only came online at abt 10 plus 11?? den, something great happened. in the middle of doing my lab report, the microsoft word had to go off without any warning. :l have to re-do again la!!!!! arrrggghh!!! waste so much of my time!!! and i jus completed it, haven even read anything for the ut tmr. bleah

dunno wat else to say.

im off to sleep

*apparate

2005-10-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

okie. time for update.

had dinner yest with the my uncles, aunties, cousins, blah blah. omt. nv had so much food in such a long time. my tummy was practically bulging out after the meal. haha.

reached home. almost a direct knock-out. was sleeping halfway when lois called.

L: hello, mel ar.
M: ya. you are??
L: lois.
M: huh?? lois?? which lois??
L: u noe a lot of lois meh??
M: er... kinda.
L: i wan my duck duck duck duck duck......
M: OH!!! Lois!! okie okie.. haha....

she den went on to ask if i was sleeping, i said ya again, and she asked me to call her when im sobre again. hahahaha. im damn blur can. i think i really slept like a log last nite, kinda shuang. wahahaha.

okie. today lab. actually, am having lab now. boring can... nothing to do. i think im damn attitude now.

bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang.

super craving for the beancurd now.

*i wan my dau-huay

2005-10-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

back again. jus woke up from a 'nap'. had wanted to jus lie on my bed to rest for awhile, but had apparently super overslept until i woke up at around 1230. :l

sch is so boring. and my stupid charger is spoilt. have to get a new one, which is damn expensive. 160 in all!!!!!!!!!

darn broke now. SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!!!!!!!

*unspoken thoughts

2005-10-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

back back back.

now's wednesday!!! cool-ness!!!!! no school tomorrow!!!! kinda glad i didnt take the extra elective. now it's the golden wednesday!!! wahahaha.

oh. i saw president nathan today. he came to RP. so cool huh, but got us busy like mad. had to prepare so much. den he just walked and stopped for like 1 min at my booth, showing pics of my Sri Lanka trip?? gosh. noe he's a busy man, and he's got an entourage behind one lor. so many people following him, hahahaha. ultimate cool-ness.

still the same old life, school, blah blah. very tired.

oh ya!!!!! did i mentioned abt my mp3 which was spoiled and tt i had to bring it for repairs?? it finally is coming back!!! woohoo!!! and i got a better one!!! wahahaha.

this song, that is suppose to come out while u are reading my blog, is by stefanie sun, FIR & mayday. catchy tune. love it!! woohoo

going off to sleep now.

*first-day

2005-10-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

i like this song by faye wong. guess the title?? ang dao, aka red bean, aka hong dou!!! hahahaha

was gg through the channels just now, and stopped at the hallmark channel which showed a very 'special' movie.

this show's abt this guy who discovered his uni lecturer whom he had nv contacted (which he promised to, 16 years ago) had contracted some terminal disease. and the main character went on to discover and conquer his different fears.

very special. kinda touching, kinda made me realised maybe im just like the main character, but i belong to the 'hum' grp, i dunno what to say, most imptly, i dunno HOW to say.

title of movie: tuesdays with morrie

its based on a book, and if im not wrong, is written by mitch albom.
like advertising the book huh. haha. go catch the story if u can.

*contemplating

2005-10-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

back to blog.

sch's not alright. or at least i think so. like wat ger said, dun feel like we are in the same clique with our present classmates. they laugh at stuff tt i dun think is funny, they have their own jokes, own topic, and i just dun seem to get it. well, guess it happens huh. hope things will turn round. :l

i think im starting to dread about gg to sch. desperately in need of something to get me going. actually, i think i haf one, but...oh well. :)

these days, i listen almost exclusively to 4 songs, 2 by jay chou, 2 by jj, i keep repeating them.

hmmm. is my series of super-suayness events coming again?? i feel so not good these days, and today, i was reminded of how good a walker i am. haha =
happy?? hope you are.

*star-less nite

2005-10-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

okie!!! finally my blogger is alright again.

4th day of sch today, effectively, its the 3rd day. cos i have no sch on wed!!!! wahahaha!!!! -zhuai look-

new class, new classmates. hmmm.

now, all modules are bio-related. lets hope i can survive this sem. :l

it feels weird. or i feel weird. its like something in between, and i don't know wat it is. im slow. really slow. pls show me the light??

seriously broke now. no $$$ left. mus lock myself at home already.

the wish still stands. or at least i hope it will come true. :)

*starry-starry nite

2005-10-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

its children's day today!!! wahahaha.

today's damn tiring can. i run up and down acm, and i didnt get to see the vatican collections!!! after so sooooo many visits, i still haven go there yet!!! arrrggghhh.... saddening la... jus went pass the gallery only. bleah.

oh ya. yesterday was total knock-out. i went directly to my beloved bed after dinner. so cool huh. afterall, i only had 2 hours of sleep for the 2 days at the chalet. wahaha.

shant go to the chalet part, my attitu-ish mode happened to be 'showcased' during the later parts of the chalet. sorry if ive irritated anyone.

hmmm.

wish. wish for the wish that i made. :)

*happiness fills life

2005-09-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

the past 2 days were great, fun-filled 'entertainment'

im happy because im happy. i noe the sentence is a bit lame and redundant, but hey, if u happy and u noe u clap ur hands?? -claps!!-

reasons for me being happy. had a great time yesterday. hope you noe wat im referring to, and i think you will. =)

today's dad's & lyd's bdae. had wished them happy birthday when i reached home in the very very early morning at 1 am. kana said siao. haha.

happy. i sure hope u were happier today than yesterday. hope u are happy everyday. happy by a happy meal?? i hope so.

well, evrything went quite alright until maybe an hour ago. i saw some things that i dun like. okie. maybe im petty, i dunno. i just dun like the sight of it.

im missing the time in sri lanka. can play everyday, the kids there are so cute. and now, sch's starting soon, and i hate it. bleah.

*all jumbled-up

2005-09-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

received a letter today. from sri lanka.

one of the kids there sent a letter to me. inside, there is a birthday card. my birthday card in advance. hahaha.

seeing the letter makes me smile, and im really happy. every single cell in my body is happy. =)

25 rupees to post the letter here. with the same money, they can have 25 vadai.

so so happy. im gg to write back to them.

*mahanama

2005-09-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

today is such a boring day.

walked around, slacked around, nuah around, nothing to do at home.

met with lixian and soaky for awhile today. so short. -sigh-
the usual... 'wah..u become more and more shuai huh' hahahaha. erm... thanks.
still got ws saying yest, tt i look like some jap guy frm far. good!!! so much better than the china girl i was said to look like in the past.

finally, i took away and waved good bye to the horrendous very-fair past and 'transformed' to the tan me now. wahahahaha!!!

okie. get back to today.
done nothing in particular. jus slacked around in the house.

the liverpool match is sooooo boring. and they drop points so easily!!! arrrgghhh!!
so sian.

every minute of tonite passed so slowly. sian-ded

slacked at home today. tmr another slacking day for me.

sch re-opening soon. dun wan. i wan to slack at home.

*slackers paradise fadin' away

2005-09-24T00:48:00.000+08:00

er hum.
now, i can safely proclaim myself as the invincible pig.

im such a lazy pig. slept till 1 today. wahahaha. cool-ness huh. and i ate damn alot alot today.

went to j8 with xie-tai to haf 'lunch'. dun be so choosy nxt time!!!!
saw buyi, huiling and vanessa. no fair!!! go out nv ask me along. anyway, i overspent my budget for lunch by quite alot. hahahaha

nxt. went to town with the girls.
jie mei!!! nxt time we go eat the gin-jio pi-chiak okie?!?!
had a full meal before having dessert, and went to haf prata just before coming home.

im sucha pig!!!!! wahahaha

hmmm.
mus cut down on wat i put into my mouth already. getting fatter and fatter. bleah.

*piggified

2005-09-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

my 1ooth post.

im back and im darker now!!! wahahahaha

sri lanka is woohoo. coolness!!!

the beach is wow!!! nice, long beaches and the waves are big!!! definitely much bigger than the tiny-puny ones we see in singapore.

i miss the kids there. i miss the life there.

everyday, after the 'work' that needs to be done for the day, i will go to the field to play with the kids. cricket, volleyball, baseball, throwing-ball, cycling, singing, etc. all of them were so much fun.

my sri-lankan names: malisha, komali & ganga (i dont know wat the 2 names behind mean)

the things that ive learnt there
1. ive learnt to count 1-10 in sinhala!!! wahahaha. nothing great la. but quite cool. erm, i think.
2. ive learnt how great it is to have thai fragrant rice to eat. i will treasure them. the rice in sri lanka is oh so not nice!!!! got a pungent smell!!! bleah
3. i will never buy a bike that is too high that my legs cant reach the ground (haf to tip-toe)
4. how good it is to haf clean water. (2 days of no water supply in matara) =l
5. learn to write very fast (sign autographs, write addresses)
6. learn to smile and wave wherever u go. hahaha
7. brush up on nursery rhymes, need to sing with them
8. never bend down when a wave hits u. it can be dangerous (nearly swept away)
9. dun try to race or play very competitively with people younger than you. (you can die of exhaustion)
okie. be serious
10. nv waste money.
a few dollars or even lesser can make a kid very happy. 100 SGD per month is more than enough for a family of four to survive over there.

some haf intentions to drop out of sch to work to keep their family going. a shirt that we buy, a meal that we eat, will be enough for them to haf 10-15 proper meals.

note to self: curb spending, mus save money

*high up in the sky

2005-09-07T00:37:00.000+08:00

be leaving in 19 hours time.

im gg to be black, literally black when i come back. (at least i hope so) haha.

see ya guys when i come back.

meanwhile, DON"T MISS ME!!!!!! :D

*propelling forward

2005-09-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

the hols are here. =) be leaving sunny island singapore soon.

hols here, means tt today's the last day of sch. hmmm. i really like my class alot. dun wanna change class, but cannot leh. =( we had great fun together. wahaha

im so tired. insomnia these days. cannot get my sleep. good-quality is so hard to get. -sigh-

need to try go sleep. my eye-bags are getting bigger than the size of my eyes.

*panda

2005-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

6 more days.

still the same, busy, tired, blah blah.

oh oh!! i went back to BPS on wed!!! wahahaha. darn fun la!!! i miss xiao wu and lao fang!!! omt. they are so fun, still as crappy as ever. and the food, the stall-owners still rem me la. wahaha

today.
maybe i said something wrong, but i didnt mean for it to turn out tt way. im not a very 'vocal' person, but there are many things that i want to do which i cant do and many things that i dun wan to do, but i have to do.

anyway, went to yhs hse today. borrow a bag frm her. she cooked spag la. :l
not bad for her first attempt in cooking. -nods head-

the project superstar.
im sooo bu shuang. tt weilian won. no issues with blind pple, but i dun think he can be the superstar. bleah.

tmr is last day of sem 1 for AY 05/06. gonna change class soon. bleah. i like my class, but bo bian. -sigh-

feeling too strained/drained-out these days. need my break to come soon. but it seem oh so far away.

*clipped wings

2005-08-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

my weekends were burned.

literally, burned. -sigh-
at least sunday was not too bad, managed to finish a book, and attended the story-telling workshop. very interesting!!!

visited outram area. 3 days in a row. all of which i could not get to eat my chee cheong fun. =( bleah.

today is tuesday. hmmm. 3 more days before school will end and the HOLS will arrive. wahaha.

tired tired tired me. i keep repeating tired huh. tsk. cant wait for hols to come.

*without wings

2005-08-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

been awhile since i last updated.

count-down. 9 more days.

im gg to sri lanka!!!!!!!! wahahaha

still very much tangled with all the stuff. hope i can gao-dim them asap.

desperately in need of more sleep. been sleeping at the wrong places and at wrong times. =(

wanna sleep.

*the season of magical happenings

2005-08-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

been blogging abt the same old stuff these days.

still the same.

tired tired me.

i wanna be the normal me again. not tt im not me now. just tt i wanna be the lazy me, the me who will always slack when i haf the chance to.

the me who will and can lie on the couch, watch teevee for 6 straight hours. sometimes even more. and can take afternoon naps, sleep for loooong hours.

maybe im just trying to find excuses for myself, maybe im jus being irresponsible.

i wanna run-away.

but i wont. =
*the greatest story ever told.

2005-08-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

im not good with words.

still the same. tired. bored. lethargic.

hmmm. is it an omen, bad luck or something?? looks like pple around me are having a rough time now.

noe wats ai mo neng zhu?? tts how i feel now.

hmmmm. i so wanna see my rainbow.....

*then the world will never know

2005-08-15T09:39:00.000+08:00

tired.

camped in sch for the past 3 days. and had the CCF family day carnival thing gg on after tt.

camp.
damn damn tiring, but oh. my team, turtlites (as we call ourselves) are a great bunch of people. =) played my TCM during the camp, they won the spanish league again, and my england team win the World CUp 2006, all under my management!!! wahahaha

CCF family day carnival.
PHOENIX!!!!!!! woohoo~~ we are the most RA-RA team. wahahahaha. and erm. haolian abit, the GLs were great!! (im one of the GL, mind u. =P)
thou we had only 2 families in our group, but they were great fun, all the kids were damn cute la!!! and the mums, so much fun.

when everything ended, had some bu-she. hugs frm the mums and hugs frm all the kids frm my group!!! its been very long since i got a real hug. very very long.

in school now. anatomy is soooo boring. i dun like. =( very very very tired and hungry. =

* look the other way.

2005-08-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.

back to sch tmr. i so dun wanna go back. it will be busy busy busy for me, once sch starts again. =(

-sigh-
tired everyday.

8-9 aug 2005. very good days... =)

*gone

2005-08-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

too tired to blog abt all the stuff. but yeah..some main things tt happened the past few days.

Sun.
went to recce for the fund-raising thing, walked almost the whole of bugis-beach road area. alone. wahahaha. im sooo cool.

Mon, and today.
ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!! sooooo tiring!! but oh so fun and enjoyable!!!!!!! wahahahaha.

NDP.
pilots are soooo cool. the F-16s.. the choppers..
the fireworks. got 2 sides!!! one at the padang area, the other at marina!!! wahahaha
and my 1st time in dunno how many years to sing Majulah Singapura so loudly. sooo patriotic of me huh.

too tired to go into detail. i can hear my bed calling for me.

*like a roller-coaster

2005-08-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

back.

still very tied-up. and the things are piling up. =(
tired, tired me.

watched charlie and the choc factory today, the movie was okayy. not exceptionally good thou. maybe because i read the book, then the movie wasnt quite like wat i had expected it to be. but not bad!! the choc!!! they are GREAT!!! wahahaha

a temp break, and a short one. good enough for me thou. but still wish that i can have more.

like wat i said. im tired. and im off.

*up and down

2005-08-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. everything seems to be better after saturday. except the fact tt im getting tied up with more stuff, and i need more and more sleep. =(

tired. and i wan my sleep. -sulks-

*back and forth

2005-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

my best day in recent times : SATURDAY!!!

it got off quite okie.. having to wake up early to go sch on a sat for the SAdeaf handsign thing. supposed to meet ying at 1030, but reached at 11. oh man. im so sorrie. =P

okie. shant go into the details, but waited freaking long to go there. reached marina, again waited for dunno how long for everything to get started.

I SAW MY PLANES!!!! MY PLANES!!!!!!! omg. -melts- the planes were magnificent!! the fly-past!!! -melts again- its beyond words to describe.

wat's next. FIREWORKS!!!!! wow!!! the view frm marina was darn good la. the fireworks are soooo big!!! the colours!!! the different patterns and and..everything!!! so nice!!!

did i mention tt we could also see the parachuters (spell?) frm where we were?? omg. way cool.

hmmm. im so hyper abt NDP huh. bleah. but it was great thou!! thou im soooo bored with the signing thing, (i smoked thru the chorus of the song) but the whole thing at marina was GREAT!! i definitely am gg to bring my cam there on 9 aug. ERM.

rushed over to bern's place. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERN!!!!! and the grp of us went to haf prata. prata at almost midnight. we were a bunch of pigs, or rather, it was me, MANDY and furnise. hahaha.

great nite out. knocked-out after i reached home. slept till 12 today. and got a nap again frm 2-4. im sucha piggie. sombody save me~~

*smilessssssssss

2005-07-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

it never rains, but it pours. sounds familiar?? its been knocking at my door thou.

i was expecting a normal wave, but what i saw, is a tidal wave coming towards me.

how much bigger can it get??

should i run?? or should i jus stay there?? let who-knows-what's-out-there to decide. im leaving it in ur hands.

my rainbow. lost in touch wit it long ago.

it's out there. somewhere.

*searching everywhere

2005-07-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

bored. tired. lethargic. dull. uninterested.

is it me or is it something else?? i seem so uninterested in many of the things i did, and am still doing.

sometimes, i dun feel like smiling or laughing, lazy to bring both sides of my cheeks up.

oh wells. im darn sian of everything rite now.

is this the real-me?? perhaps, cos i really dunno

*left and right

2005-07-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

knock-out frm 9 yest. darn cool. slept for 10 straight hours.

the feeling?? GREATTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

but it changed when im in school. im in class now. had labwork today. sian. and am still very sian.

dunno why.
is it my attitiude?? is it wat i want??
i really dunno.

hmmm.

-sigh- my sis sure like to nag at me these days. nag nag nag nag. omt. can gimme a break?? =)

gg to do my RJ now.

*up and down

2005-07-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

i love this song!!!!

been packing my room the whole day.

tired.

*reach out for the stars

2005-07-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

blurr-ed. tired

*waiting for all skies to clear

2005-07-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to MS DIANA GOH ___ ____!!!

muahaha. my fav tcher turning twenty-something this year. still rem the times we had in sch. good fun, pleasant smiles, great time together. =)

okie. im so dumb.

took a train home frm JE today, felt kinda tired and had nothing to do, so decided to catch a wink on the train. the last thing i heard before i went to lala land (other than music frm my mp3) was ...'nxt stop, Yew Tee'

when i woke up frm my lala land, the thing i heard was, 'nxt stop, orchard' = stunned. shocked. i missed by stop by 5 stops?!?! tian ar...

reached home at arnd 11. tired now. want to sleep.

*carefully stepping into lala land.

2005-07-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

okie!!! all is over!!! muahahahaha. i can go back to my norm, watch tv, sleep, and slack around everywhere for all i wan!!!

the past week has been real hectic, sleeping less than 6 hours everyday, blah blah.

but now!!! evrything's changed!!! i can sleep more!! watch my tv!!! i wan my harry potter book!!! got so many haolian msges frm my frens liao. arrrgghh. nvm. i will get the book soon. real soon. -nods head-

yeah, like to use this chance to thank everyone who has been there for me, encouragement and stuff. (sounds very bureaucratic la, but ya la.)

SHUU!!!!!
thanks damn lot!!! i owe u a treat la!!! thanks for the stuff u did. really appreciated those. its beyond words. =D

YeoHiapSeng!!!
meatballs. find a day, i go wit u. since now im so much free-er. muahahha thanks to u too.

Ying
thanks for ur encouragement huh. and the laughters and teases tt u gave me!!! thanks huh!! -evil look- and i really changed the background

elaine.
gam sia to u too!!! u and ying. always laugh at me huh!!! how u wanna die?!?! heartless pple. hahaha

mama.
thanks for ur backgrounds and the jia yous u gave.

thank you to all!!! should gif u all a treat sometime later!!! =D

*mel ho goes off singing at the top of her voice, in the middle of the night, somewhere in bishan.

2005-07-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

strained, tired.

2005-07-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

been busy, very busy for the past few days.

im so so tired, been sleeping after 1.30 for the past 2 days. and sch!!! -sigh- lessons are getting so boring. or rather, it should be me turning myself off during lessons. and im walking and doing everything at snail's pace. slowly dragging myself to do watever i need to do.

confidence kana hit very strongly today. i know i can do better, but the things jus wont come out. im so disappointed with myself. =(

okie. got camp tmr, need to start packing. gotta stay in sch for the nxt 3 days. dun miss me when u dun see me online!! =D

feel kinda lousy now. i jus wanna die~~

2005-07-10T02:26:00.000+08:00

its so late. muahahaha

lazy lazy me. had a lab report to submit by 1159 and i started only at arnd 11. and at the pace tt im always at when doing my lab report, tt's like so not enough time for me. moreover, i still haf another RJ to do. = procastinated the lab report and RJ since tue, so i guess is my fault la. for being so lazy. my heart was like thumping so fast when i had to rush to submit both my lab report and my RJ. = the feeling is so not nice.

hmmm. jus to share something. why are some boyfriends so mean?? i hve a friend, whose bf is like so so so mean. changing my fren's password and doing all those stuff, which is to make my fren look ugly. can tt guy be anymore childish?? my heart goes to my fren la.. feel so sad for her.

anyway, talk abt happier stuff. i had slept like for 15 hrs today!!! muahahahaha. the feeling is oh so great. watched tv. played games. life is so great!!! but this time will be short-lived. i will have to slog my way thru. frm tmr (or today) to at least the end of nxt week. =(

i am and will be so broke. =(

*off to bed.

2005-07-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

im oh so tired.

mon.
went to town after sch, had dinner wit shu, ger, kelvin and gab. kelvin darn farnie la... damn lame too. walked around in town, saw a few frens. the notable one, being ms Wong karyu. still as loud as ever. always kana criticised by her, kana scolded by her for gg to RP. like i can change sch now?!?! = hmmm.

today.
sch as usual. but labwork today. worked wit the C. elegans (very very small worms). i enjoy playing wit worms!!! omt!!! so fun la!! they look oh so disgusting under the microscope. but fun to look at!! =D ah ma, mama, jeje, ger, kelvin and gab. we are oh so lame. we can form the greatest laming club in the world la!!! esp when we haf kelvin as the president. muahahahaha

soooo many thingss to do, i dun wanna do them. feel like turning my head away frm all those.

ms yeo!!! ur meatballs!!! find a day we go ur daughter's place to eat them!!! =D u wan u can deliver to RP oso. =D

lois too!!! dun forget huh..both of u say will come and visit me one. im so kelian. stuck in RP. =P

*shouts to bed. 'wo lai ye!!!' =D

2005-07-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

wimbledon is over. lawn tennis!!!!!

my Lindsay lost. and a few min ago. Roddick lost too. =(

sad ar!!!!! my Maria!!! lost to the yucky williams. who in the end, won my lindsay too.

Roddick lost to federer, i dun like federer!!! he's good la.. but i just dun like him. bleah

okie. went to town yest to 'visit' my jeje. jeje bully me!!! mus complain to mama. saw wenlin!!! flona and michh!!! saw u thrice la girl.. our hair rocks. our lindsay lost!!!! arrrggghhh. and her hubby damn cute. hahahahaha.

worked today. so tired. my sis' have hol tmr. youth day. and i dun haf.

hey!!! im still a young, cool teenager okie?!?! why cant i haf a hol too?? should suggest to RP. hmmm

tmr got ut. haven study finish. just started and thinking of gg to sleep soon. *looks at my bed
im coming!!! -shouts to my bed- =D

2005-06-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

blogging rite now. not paying attention in class =D
today's lesson is oh so boring. brainy stuff. yucks.

had quite a good week. and the 3 uts ended today!!! muahahahaha. i can relax more now. no need to study so much, thou i didnt really study a lot la. =D

insomnia following me, but its getting better, can sleep slightly earlier.

had met-up and had dinner wit M for the past few days. oh oh oh. =D its all around bishan, but bishan's a cool place!!! =D

i seriously hate to wear formal clothings, and apparently, i need to wear them real soon, for the different stuff i will haf. = i dun wanna wear them!!~~

im so so attached to wimbledon. been catching them everyday since it started. tonite's SHARAPOVA vs williams!! quite obvious who im supporting huh. =P
hope i can go there somehow, when i go england. =D i wanna play tennis!!!

got to prepare my stuff. and mama's presenting, support my mama!!!

2005-06-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

T-I-R-E-D
i think i have insomnia.. been sleeping very late at nite, and can only sleep for like 6 hrs max per day?!?! -sigh- i need my sleep back!!!

UTs are coming, and i dun seem to have any mood to study, i haven touch on anything!!! arrgghhh!!! okie.. keep calm. Xing Xiang. haha

the past week was alright, busy at times, but could just slack in front of the TV for the other times. i love my TV!!! =D

today.
went to sch for the bounce thing, the game tt we are manning would be the puzzle game. which is to let the participants fill in the missing pieces. but to ask them to fill the pieces, we still need to have almost-completed puzzles rite?? so today, the team had to piece, 6 puzzles (108 pieces) and painstakingly take out around 30 pieces for each of the puzzles. = okie, nvm, cos the puzzles are the INCREDIBLES!!! muahahaha.

after the dry run of the games, i went home.
waited so long for the bus to come, and as i was waiting for the bus at the place where they sell flowers (near mediacorp), a group of MCS gals came to the bus-stop and we took the same bus. it reminded me how me and my frens will always do tt, walk up to the stop in front to avoid the crowd and to find a seat. =D den at the nxt stop, which is jus opp MCS, more MCS girls boarded the bus. within a minute, i was practically surrounded by girls wearing green. still can breathe thou, cos im taller than them!! muahahahaha. but anyway, the conversation that they had (unwittingly heard it), the things that they do, everything that the girls-in-green did, just reminded me that i had done similar things, talked similar stuff, being noisy (thou i seriously doubt tt i was ever noisy =P) with my frens. many thoughts ran thru my mind, esp the times i had in pri sch, and together wif a pic tt a fren had send to me, which was taken when i was pri 6, everything just came back. the pic is so darn funny la!!! seeing myself at tt time. omt. = hahaha

i seriously miss the old-times, in MCS and BPS. how ignorant, childish i was. the great great fun i had. its kinda different frm the fun i have now, but ya. its not bad now. but people liek me just like to try to relive those experiences that we had la. =D

ive got new company now!! my TCM 2005!!! muahaha. been playing for the past 5 days?? very nice!!! =DD

gotta play TCM!! will try to go to sleep earlier. =(

M & M 's

2005-06-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

rot-ted at home on thur. gearing up for the D-day today. :D

went to M's place today. had great fun. so nice!!! :D:D spent like 3 hrs there?? muahaha

had a class gathering next. Shu, Mama, Ger, Bao, Pui and the guys. darn funn la!! we ate marche. talked alot. laughing, giggling, laming. after marche, me mama (aka gena) suggested go Kbox!! -woohoo- my 2nd trip to ktv in like 4 days?? muahahahaha. sang a lot of songs. had great fun!!! but but, didnt really sing well today. anyway, my mama sings well!! very well!!! ger not bad oso. Shu didnt sing. :( Gab ar. he sings differently. haha.

after tt. its out wit the MCS girls!! very very very funny. out for a gathering, to celebrate jiemei's bdae too!! at esplanade, one of my all-time fav places in sg. :D

didnt really had the chance to meet u guys in the past, but it all changed this year eh?? haha. mich, bernie, jiemei, furnise, dior, ws. great fun!!! sorry i was late, but ya. :) we should have more of these gatherings rite? and go back MCS play netball!!! its a must okie?!?! haha. all of us, are 'POSERS', natural in front of the camera, poses, flair, poise, everything jus come out huh. haha.

i enjoyed my day!!! love my girls fourrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!

2005-06-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

okie. 1st.

HAPPIE BDAE TO XIE-TAI!!!

i noe u love tin-tin. must treasure and treat him well okie?!?! haha

okie. on tue. went to sch for the BOUNCE thing. a bit sian la. den went to meet sam and gab after tt. we went to KTV!!! muahahaha. im so sorry, i didnt let the mike go outta my hands (seldom la). so sorry towards, sam and gab, they didnt really have any chance to sing, i was the one who was hogging the control and the mike. =)

went to meet geraldine after tt, to pass her her bdae present, whom she named tin-tin. tin-tin is so arber cute!!!

went to meet my mum at IMM after travelling frm hougang to woodlands wit xie tai. i met my mum to fetch my sis and we went to clementi to haf dinner and went back to my home-town: bishan. ive travelled almost the WHOLE of singapore la! hahaha

today.
woke up and went to sch wit my dad. to submit the CPF form for the 4th time!! those pple at the one-stop center are all lazy-bums!!!

stoned at my dad's place and at ikea for 2 and a half hours. waited for dear dear ms yeo to come, sat at ikea for a whole 50 min. doing nothing. but oh oh. the cheese cake, the chicken wings are so good la!! muahahahaha.

met up wit lx and yh in the evening, went to choose soaky's present and had dinner together. my buddy for more than 5 years!!! Soaky is turning 18~~ hahaha. chose a 'puzzle' pendant for her, one with her initials engraved on it, the other, for her to gif her future partner. =) great idea rite?? muahaha. we even went to soaky's hse to gib her a surprise!!!! haha. her hse was sure hard to find, we almost lost our way in the estate, but but, wit mel ho, its impossible to get lost!!! we found her hse and passed the present to her. early bdae gift, soaky was surprised, did some catching up wif her and had to leave. oh ya. she's still as TALL as ever. muahaha

now back at home, watching TV. muaha. tmr no need to go anywhere!! can rot at home!!! -woohoo-

need to do some catching up wif mr zhou. bubbyee

2005-06-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

im back to blog!!

this time, it is very significant. yi yi zhong da okies!?!?!? haha

rem the reason why i had set up this blog, now, im back. im reliving the experience of it again!!!

my oh my. im so happy today!! i saw my long-awaited F.I.R!!! muahahahaha

i am so happy~~~

okie. i reached IMM at 2.15 (tt thing starts at 4). waited under the hot sun for so long, but i got to see them!! omt!!! FIR is oh so cool!!! muahaha

finally the event started, but it were the top 3 of tt ktv contest (fir) tt went up on stage. the 2nd and 3rd were not bad la. ok only i guess. haha. but the winner. omg. a guy 15 years of age singing FIR's song? u gotta be kidding man!! but but. this guy sang wu xian. a song, with both a guy and a girl singing. he chose tt. and oh my, he sure got his stuff. he did pull it off la!! and did quite well too!! thou he didnt sang real well at the gal part. but it was sure damn funny to see a boy sing, and boy, he was really busy (trying to see both parts). haha

okie, get back to my FIR. they were so cool. rather, they ARE so cool. faye's singing is like wow!!! i love their live!!! okie. im mad. can somebody save me~~

i shook their hands, got their autographs. im ecstatic!! im on cloud nine!!!

okie. about myself. hols has been OK. been rotting at home (when i can), if not, i'd be outside, doing stuff. -sigh- ive also been playing yahoo pool at nite, personal best, slept at 3, as i had lost track of time playing online pool. nothing to do mah.

still playing pool, but ending the game soon.

ciao pple!!

2005-06-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

back.

hols are here!!! -woohoo- can get back, watch tv, slack and sleep!!!

feel so bad for making dear shuling so sick. nxt time mus tell me ok?!?!

ya..talk about sleep. i slept for about 20 hours yest!!!! muahahaha. this is oh so cool.

could barely wake up today. was drifting in and out of sleep today. just today alone, i slept for at least 14 hours!!!

so wanna get back to sleep, after taking the med. and u noe. the med im taking, ive learnt it in my lesson!!! hahahaha.

please pardon me, i think im too crazy already. too much sleep. but still need more.

so...

bubbye pple!!!

2005-05-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

-woohoo-

labwork today. so sian. did nothing much. except play around with the pipettes. :

but the dinner was so darn nice la!!! a buffet!!! the dessert was so damn nice!!! muahhahahhaha

thanks to me mum. i get to eat a hell lot today. hahaha.

somebody save me~~~ im getting fatter everyday~~~

hahahaha.

gotta go. short entry today. need to see my Mr. Zhou liao. very long nv go play chess wit him.

ciao!!!

2005-05-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

LIVERPOOL ARE THE EUROPEAN CHAMPIONS!!!!

-woohoo-
i stayed up the whole nite to watch that match la.. the nxt day at sch was like so long, i had a lot of difficulties to keep my eyes open.

on fri, had a gathering wif my primary school mates. Marymount Convent!!! -coolness-

oh my oh my..how i miss my primary sch days. the fun, the crazy times we spent in the all-girls sch, it was really fun tt u are able to do almost what u like, no need to care so much abt other stuff, can play till as crazy as we want to be. well, almost. so innocent and carefree?? (yeah rite.)

tt day, i was telling shuling some stories while walking towards redhill, then she like saying that she can see that i(me) really like my primary sch life. cos i was like saying and talking more abt primary sch stuff.

it did make some kind of sense huh?? i didnt really thought abt tt until she told me. not tt my secondary sch life is so pathethic tt i dun wanna talk or talk much abt. i too have had my fun and laughter in my sec sch, but it just seems so different frm the ones i had in MCS.

guess tt sec sch was more complicated & physically and mentally 'demanding'? not too sure wat to say. but anyway, we chatted like till 1140 in town, all our topics were on pri sch, the pple, frens, how each of us/them has become or turned into. it was sure nice to haf this gathering, cos i didnt see them for at least a year or two??(missed alot of other gatherings:P)

the gathering was like so darn funny, we were recollecting our memories on wat we had done in MCS, the silly games, the stupid jokes but most importantly, the hell load of fun we had. cant share the stories here, too long and lame. ask me if u wanna noe. i will consider telling u :D

poly life has been quite ok so far. class surely, getting better and better. there are definitely more laughters and madness going around.

gotta study for ut. ciaos pple!!

2005-05-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

let me see... how shall i start??? very long didnt blog..

of cos...

MY UTS FOR THIS WEEK IS SO OVER!!!!

muahahaha..i am so happy!!!!!!!!

the past 2 days was so fun!!!! muahahahha

okok... on fri, when i had biochem, my grp only got 3 people!!! : shuling and jia xuan la.. dun come oso nv ask me to pon with them. nvm, put that aside, the class was so 'united' la!!!! and we can now declare that the very sorry guy is the no. 1 most hated person in the world. he picks his nose in the class la!!! -yucks- the 'discussion' we had was so darn funny.

after sch, we went for a talk ( we as in my classmates pui fun, geraldine, mei bao, jia xuan and i) at hwa chong. we decided to go for 'star wars' after the talk. upon reaching town, we discover that tour aim is oh so difficult to achieve, the tickets were all sold out la!!!! :

the movie didnt work out, so we headed to NYDC for dinner, it was also so crowded, but i saw andrew there!!! woah!!! didnt expect to see him there. the dinner was great, but also quite ex. but bhb a bit, i think i deserve tt treat, the past week was so taxing la!!!! we walked around town, gai gai-ing.

on sat, which was just yesterday, we went for tt warehouse sale at hougang-tampines in the morning. oh my god, we even had to queue to go in, sian. after we went in, it was like so packed, and there was nothing to buy, plus standing under the hot sun? it almost killed me!!! we took a cab to kovan, thinking that it was quite far away, but only to realise that it was like 80 metres away?? the meter didnt even jump la!!! ps...

we went to bugis from kovan, it was eating, resting and SHOPPING for us, bugis street, bugis junction. jia xuan and pui fun spent a lot there. i spend $0 there. we took a cab frm bugis to beach road army market, there, all of us spent our money like flowing water!!! no.1 spender -> pui fun no. 2-> jia xuan. closely behind them, no3 -> me!! we had to WALK back to bugis, chose not to take cab, cos we are broke, and bus not tt convenient.

we went back to bugis street, shopped more, stoned at bugis street and then at parco for the nxt 2 hours. hahahaha

as we were too tired of bugis area, we decided to go town, bought some food to eat. muahahaha

my tally for the day: a sling bag, a pair of kappa slippers, a watch, a pair of pants and a few other stuff. muahahhaha.

somebody save me~~~

i must seriously curb my spending. can i consider this as something to reward myself for studying so hard for the past 1 week? the hell week is over. -woohoo- but got 3 more to come. :

nvm, i shall live my life to the fullest for now, relax, slack. muahaha.

gotta watch tv. bubbyes.

2005-05-12T09:04:00.000+08:00

why am i writing this blog at this time of the day???????

because......

I MISSED MY UNDERSTANDING TEST!!!!!

and i had stayed up till 1.30 am to study for this UT la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-SIGH-
im cursing all those who refuse to wait for a cab at the taxi stand, when there is one in sight. how could they go up front, flag and intercept the cab???!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i waited for at least 30 min before a stupid cab came la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me and flona reached the place by 8.10...we knew that there will be very little cabs, so, we asked the 2 guys in front if they were from RP, and if we could share the cab. they said ok...and we waited 'happily' for the cab.

then there's those idiotic kanasai pple. cut my queue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
already got very little cab liao, they still wanna intercept my cab!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the end, the 2 guys decided that they are not gg to sch, ask us if we would like to join them for breakfast. : oh so cool!!!!!!!!!!!

darn pissed now, DEPRESSED.
i missed the 1st Ut of my 2nd year la. :'(

wat a great way to start my 2nd year. applause please???

-sigh-
gotta go.

2005-05-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey!!!!!! im back!!!!!

haven't blog for a week. seriously, i think im gonna die soon.

class is still so hectic, busy all day in and out. and wat's worse. BIOCHEM and ANATOMY & PHYSIOLOGY UT COMING UP. all in nxt week!!!!!!

i need to mug my way through, im like lagging in class right now. my grades are not that nice-looking, not up to my expectations.

haven't been that hardworking (at least i feel i am) since like sec 4???!!!

class is getting better, got to know my classmates better, we can be like so lame in class. although class is very demanding, but got to relax a little while laming my way through. hahaha

i hate the 2 guys in my pharmacology & toxicology group. my god. it just erks me to see them. they are such big fat freaks!!!!!!!! oone is oh so sorry, disgusting, the other can just piss me off whenever he starts to talk.

applied chem.
the freak: each of us read 5 slides ar.
me: ok.
he was taping his keyboard like siao while trying to scroll down the presentation. (yucks)

half-way during presentation, while i was trying to present another slide.
the freak: let me say, let me say (in chi)
im like: huh?!??!?!? (thinking: WTH?!??!?!, im THE ONE who did the slide la!!!) face turns black, looked very pissed (as told to me by my classmates)
i GAVE the slide to him to present.

ok. maybe im petty, maybe im very grudgeful, but im not gg to care. they seriously just piss me off!!!

the freak gave another freakingly 'good performance' today.

Biochem.
his group was the 1st to present, and we did on ATP (tt energy molecule).
so it was like all other groups in the class have questions for his grp (i think we were just aiming it at him la), we were practically 'bombing' and 'shooting' him qith questions. it may sound bad, but his presentation is not tt good too!!!!

someone in the class asked: so wat are the 3 main ways to regenerate ATP?
(they don't have tt in the powerpoint, while this regeneration of ATP is one of our main objectives of today, and was discussed for quite awhile during 2nd meeting!!!!! they were sitting right in front of the board la. how can they ever miss it???!!!)

the group discussed for a long time, but still don't have the ans. shuling, gena, geraldine, pui fun and i were like laughing, laughing at why the group was being bombed so heavily. we guess that most of the people in the class don't like the freak la. no bad feelings to the rest of the team though.

ok. back to the point. they couldnt have an ans, even after like some 7 min?? tts quite long.

then this freak said something like: can you ask questions that are relevant to our presentation? don't ask anything that we didn't present. you all can say the ans out if u have it, don't ask us.

What The Hell??!?!?!??!?!?!?!(sorry, i seldom use this 'term', but ya. have to use it now) he had some part of it in his ppt!!!!! its just that he has refused to go in depth to find out!!!!! and 'reprimand' us?? who the hell does he thinks he is???

our questions were meant to help evrybody learn together, not to saboh him. well, in a way, maybe yes la, but there is no reason for him to react in tt way!!!! no reason at all!!!

one of his team-mate was like stopping him while he was trying to say that, even his team-mate know its not good to say it la.

i don't know wat has got into me these days. but i just dun like the both of them!!!!! mayeb i just directed the fed-up feeling to the freaks. i noe im bad. but class would be of so much fun, if not for the both of them. though, i already got a lot of fun, through laming in class...

don't wanna talk abt those guys anymore. talk abt better stuff. me and shuling (aka Yan-tai) were like so lame la!!!!!!!! we were sitting under the aircon, which had its temp at 18 degrees C, so u can imagine how cold it was.

constant trips to the toilet which was quite near our class, taking breaks evry now and then. but we did our work!!!! and im so proud of my powerpoint today!!!!!! we went to the canteen to have lunch, and after eating, me and shuling were like gai-gai -ing the CCA launch. see see look look. we had so many tidbits in our hands to be brought back to class, and we even went to talk the ice-stick (potong???) from the rotaract club. imagine it being so cold in class and we were eating the ice-stick at our places??? (she's was sitting beside me la) HAHAHAHAHA

after class was still so lame. we were still laughing abt some things (i forgot what are they), the we decided to join that project manager thing. pui fun used my laptop to type in her part., prefect in secondary school: 100%. we were like laughing like mad!!!!! she's like the only one la!!! but in the end, it was just the summary of her response. -___-. but it was enough to keep me,pui fun and shuling laughing for 5 whole min. esp me and shuling. it was until we remembered we had to retain our 'xing-xiang' that we stopped laughing. hahahaha

very long entry today, used to many H-word today, must cut down the usage in the future.:P gotta start mugging for the UTs already. class is certainly getting better and livelier!!!! -woohoo-

2005-04-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

28.04.2005 6pm to 29.04.2005 6+pm.

oh my god, i am so happy. hahaha

saw sammy arvis, my sammy while walking to the redhill mrt!!! most importantly, he smiled to me la!!!!! hahaha

the next day, on 29th, i saw raj la!!!!! hahaha...i was sitting at the canteen with geraldine wif her friend, then we saw raj. we were chatting and we shared stories. like the sorry bros. darn funny la!!!!! hahahaha

oh my gosh, im so gonna faint. hahaha

had wanted to go out for lunch today. but too bad, didnt. my gosh!!! i gave up my lunch to help my classmate la. helping the classmate, which is actually just to go there, sit down and hear something. but nvm, i saw a real life tai-tai. she is so cool la!!! the poise, the grace, the whole 'style'. wah...really a 100% tai-tai. haha. she's 76, but look just like a 60 year old woman. so cool la!!! she even gave a tip on detoxifying. -__-. me?? don't eat for 3 days?? i can just die of starvation!!!

tt's it, nothing else to add. except tt school is getting more and more stressful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ciaos!!!

2005-04-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

darn saddened...

its been a long time since i last felt so lousy for sch work...-sigh-

things didnt go as well as i had planned for today, everything had just buang-ed for me...

I'M SUCH A BUANG-STER!!!!!

i dun like the 2 people in my grp, so darn ao nao (negatively), keep pestering me.

i think it would be either C or D who will be knocking at my door....

can i change grp??? pls??? -sigh-

not possible to happen in the near future.

Biochem tmr...hope things will get better by then....

O-U-T!!!!!

2005-04-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

arrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's a very sorry guy in my class, and i cant stand any bit of him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun want him to be near me, i dun want him to touch any of my things and i dun want to share the air with him!!!!!!!!!!!

-sigh-
things are surely getting better as the days go by, class was getting better. at least much much better than the 1st day when i know no one.

class today is fun!!!!! biochem!!!!! the fac quite cool, jocelyn ong, reminds me of raelene.

here's something for eunice yeo..... my fac got 5 super cute cats!!!!!!
hahahahaha

everyday science, but quite cool la, at least i got away from programming. :P

-typing away during the 3rd meeting- muahas

2005-04-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

FOP was so cool....
cant believe so fast year 2 liao... somemore kana called an auntie by one girl who is at the most 3 months younger than me...:

btw... guess my team's name... very cool..
MARC ANTONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha

my team is so cool, the malay guy darn funny, the team on the whole is good...

i had to leave mid-way to be the station master for one of the games. quite a few freshies very stuck-up huh... i was shouting, judging, counting and feeding the mosquitoes (!!!) while stationing at the game...

later it was for the clan. my team is under the clan ROME. my clan master darn cool la...RAJ. RP like dun haf handsome or cute chinese guys la.... RAJ is cool, cute...

and and...SAMMY!!!!! we saw him playing soccer at the volleyball court, i saw him score a goal!!!!! hahahahaha....

it was very fun on the whole, the last game of the night was the war game, i 'joined' in and was pushing and running all around, and got myself wet from head to toe.

SAS rock!! marc antony super rock!!!! ROME super super-duper rock!!!!!!

2005-04-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog about, except that hols are ending soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-sigh- i dun feel like i have my holidays leh...so tired, didnt really get the chance to slack around much.

er-hem...
wanna take this chance to say,
DUN BE LATE ANYMORE!!!!!! somemore is 2-3 hrs late?!?!?!?!?!?!

keep my cool, cos i am cool...
muahaha

sleep sleep SLEEP!!!!!!

2005-04-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

OMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i that careless or inobservant???

raining today, slept till 10 and woke up. had to come to sch to get the form for the bayer thing.

sitting at the canteen of RP waiting for derrick and ying to come.

sat at the same place for 45 min...

but i didnt realise AH BOON was sitting at the table beside mine!!!!!

HOW CAN??!?!?!?!??!?!?!

hahahahahahaha.

Nevermind, AH BOON said hi to me jus now, OMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so gonna melt. muahahaha

in white shirt(seem quite tight to me) and jeans. look so cute with his new hair-cut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH BOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!