all right. been almost 7 weeks since i last blog. hmmm, a long time.
during this period of time, quite a few things happened and the workload just keeps piling. perhaps i should be less nosy, stop caring about so many things. or perhaps i can just let it go, and get off with what i think i should be doing. perhaps. but apparently, putting attention to the perhaps doesnt solve the problems! i can always say that i want to do this, but in actual fact, i may be practising something entirely different! so much for trying to have mouth-brain unison.
this sem so far, doesnt really seem to be working out for me real well. i think i can do better, i think i can improve further, but again, what i think and what i do is so different. better stop finding excuses and start working on exactly what i think i can do.
sometimes, i just sit there, staring into blank, lost in my own thoughts. im thinking of something, but i dont know what is the thing that im 'thinking' abt. sam says that im showing her symptoms. -__- come to think of it, maybe at times, i do know what im thinking about, but the other sideof the brain is trying to suppress this expression of thoughts to others. pathetic huh.
sitting in front of my computer, looking at this semi-colourful screen, typing down some of my thoughts. and im thinking of my yogurettes. will i have a chance to have them again??
