well. boring lifestyle. nothing to do. and tmr is the last day of my hols. (well,effectively) cos gotta start work till sun. hai...
things i wanna blog. but cant really do it. .........................
anyway, was thinking, is it a natural process while growing up? or was it simply a change tt had happened sometime while i was growing up? i don't remember myself being or behaving in some ways that i think im doing right now.
well, one clear thing is. i think i wasn't so introverted back in pri sch. well, at least not as 'shy' as i think i am now.
i asked my sis this ques too, abt whether she think she changed. her ans? she was shy in the past, but changed to become less shy (more open in that sense). i think its true though, being the notorious figure back in the primary school days, wat has become of me now?!
took a bus back home today. saw my sec sch art teacher on the bus, she happens to live quite near to me, (or so i remembered, and it was later confirmed). didnt get to talk to her, not even a hi. but tt's not the point. the point is, there are only so much events that i can remember about my primary & secondary school days. they are wonderful memories, giving the present me an idea of who or wat i was back then.
a lot has changed, from the sports i play to the people i meet and most importantly, to me, was how i handled things that came my way. each stage, as i now remember, is a different me. the primary-school me, the secondary-school me, and the present-me. but i'm very very very grateful to the different people i meet in these stages, they let me learn lessons that i think has been of upmost importance in my life, they helped me, gave me a hand when i was down. all these people include my friends: the girls, the 'winnie-the-pooh' family, friends i made in school or in CCA, whether we are good friends, or not-so-good (which includes people i wasnt really on good terms with). and the teachers! i think i can still name all the teachers that have taught me since primary school. i learnt alot from the anne-chan incident, and now when i look back, it just makes me realise how childish, how immature and how stupid i was, maybe i still am. i learnt a lot frm ms goh (my en-shi), think maybe not all of you reading my blog will know abt her. but she is one person that i put in high regard and will always be a dear friend and teacher of mine. a good person whose always willing to provide help and support for me :) cant imagine where i will be if not for her. maybe a little exaggerated, but the idea's there. being grateful to her will be an understatement, its tons more than grateful.
so now, as im getting closer to the end of my diploma. though i still got a year more to go, i guess i have already met the someone that maybe has the pivotal role at this stage of my life. learnt alot, alot. good or bad thing? i think it is left to be seen.
wish me luck? :) hahz
quite a long entry today, hope your eyes are still working fine. will find time to blog again. till then, see ya! :)
