during this period of time, quite a few things happened and the workload just keeps piling.
perhaps i should be less nosy, stop caring about so many things. or perhaps i can just let it go, and get off with what i think i should be doing. perhaps. but apparently, putting attention to the perhaps doesnt solve the problems! i can always say that i want to do this, but in actual fact, i may be practising something entirely different! so much for trying to have mouth-brain unison.
this sem so far, doesnt really seem to be working out for me real well. i think i can do better, i think i can improve further, but again, what i think and what i do is so different. better stop finding excuses and start working on exactly what i think i can do.
sometimes, i just sit there, staring into blank, lost in my own thoughts. im thinking of something, but i dont know what is the thing that im 'thinking' abt. sam says that im showing her symptoms. -__- come to think of it, maybe at times, i do know what im thinking about, but the other sideof the brain is trying to suppress this expression of thoughts to others. pathetic huh.
sitting in front of my computer, looking at this semi-colourful screen, typing down some of my thoughts. and im thinking of my yogurettes. will i have a chance to have them again??
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think this site is starting to have cobwebs growing already. :p
anyway. holidays are in!! woohoo!!! and i think im enjoying most parts of it!!
i got my new racket. O3 white!!! woohoo! super ex but i love it! and yeah, thanks to ronnie who fetched me there :D
back to hols. erms.. quite eventful.. Wed went to play tennis. Thurs went soccer-ing with genomics class pple!! fun! i got new nickname hor. call me craig bellamy! Fri went bowling and bbq-ing. Sat went to listen to a friend perform and met a fellow choc-lover!! woohoo! well, the rest of it, till now is quite boring. slack at home, doing almost nothing. except watching tv, getting my laptop fixed.
but now, i found something to do!! which is to try out recipes!! cool stuff huh!! i wanna cook, i wanna bake!!! muahahaha
hmmm.. was suppose to chiong FYP during this hols. but think it wont really work out tt way. anyway, we changed our project, we're doing biogas tank now! manure!! coolness!
my mind is not in the right mode. bleah... gotta find some new games to play. especially FM!! ahhh!! i miss my FM!!! :( and and i just got conned by naz. apparently, he 'wrote' some words and this is wat he said:
hahaa that the character for Smile in my script b4 Qin SHi Huang unified china
how blur i was to believe that tt really was wat pple wrote b4 qin shi huang unified china. :l im so dumb
alright. my mind is really not working. i think im typing randomly. bleah.
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damn irritated. cant people know wat they are doing? at least know what is required of them. if you cant do it, step aside! loser! kaoz... does nothing, talk loads of crap, act cool. damn la. im irritated, im angry, feel like swearing. bleah
the head is bursting. :( i need help. :(((
watever it is. need to update. past week was one hell load of Paiseh-ness. oh! i appeared on Ch8, ChU, newpaper and my voice was aired over radio! :l didnt know soooo many people will stay at home to watch evening news. newpaper was worst, happens that the school gives out free newpaper on Mondays, and just so happen that the article was published on mon. wah!! tt one is really ultimate PS can!!! free publicity, especially when the article was cut and sent to all, i mean ALL STAFF AND STUDENTS! :l ultimate stun. damn damn ps.... and is still being say till today. haha. but it turned out quite funny, cos genomics class is the class of STARS. im the 'superstar'. we;ve got another superstart, joining me. -winks- haha. we've got 'brad pitt', 'keanu reeves', 'christiano ronaldo' and 'jessica alba'. load of funny crap. haha. surely brightens up my day.
and oh, i really love genomics class. other than the SUPERSTARS, i think i really learn alot in it. the team's a very cooperative one, learning process is so much fun. and it is just so gratifying and satisfying when you know that you've really really learn something, especially when you got it figured out mostly by yourself. very happy!! :D
oh. one very impt thing to add. all thanks to this VERY GOOD FRIEND. sends me back home, fish for my stories. damn big load of crap, lame stories and loads & loads of fun! haha. :D
*exploding bonce
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things happen and they can either be remembered for a very long time or they can be forgotten by the next moment. that's what in the mind. but outside? guess there are many faces to a head. the variety of expressions and faces that are put up. i guess everyone of us must have at least done it once before. not saying that it's entirely bad, but think the world can do with more sincere people.
played tennis today. like the first time after 4 weeks?! haha. good, quite cool. managed to get into it quite fast. it felt good! u know, like it just feels good when you know that you doing well. one minus point of today's tennis game was a chin-shot from kelvin. direct-hit at under the jaw from my left. aw, the pain is beyond words. it came so suddenly, it hit me, i raised my shoulders (reflex action) and my racket just flew off my from my hand, and it turned many rounds before landing on the ground, and there i was, squating down on the court! gosh, could feel the tears gushing out. ahhh!
jus watched project runway. i like daniel!! he's soooo cute!!! omg!!! ahh!!! but too bad, he's gay.
love project runway! :D
going off now. school's in tmr. sad can!
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